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they took away what was dearest and closest to me
my love for her stretched beyond what the eyes could see

I'd ask myself will I ever have it again?

when you'd look up at me and i'd look down at you
i knew my love for you had stayed pure and true

it was the happiest i had ever been
i'd ask myself did i have it again?

i was afraid to let go, so i begged you to stay
when you said no, my feelings and thoughts went into complete disarray

they had taken my everything again
i'd ask myself did i lose you again?

i could see the truth behind your eyes
now you hide behind those lies

i still remember that loving gaze
and you reaching up to give me a passionate kiss

i miss you so much
i miss your beautiful blue eyes
your lucious sweet lips
your curly red hair
your fervent kiss
your sensual loving touch
and the way you felt in my arms

i miss the little things the most
my memories of you haunt me like a ghost

i'll never forget you and the love we shared
i could never express to you just how much i cared

i wish i could get you out of my head
but i still think about you everyday instead

you made me the man i am today
i still live you, just in a different way

i wish i could give you the world
because thats what you deserve

i wish i could promise you the stars, the moon and the sky
everyday i ask my self why

why did this have to happen?
why do i still think about you?
why haven't i felt like this about anyone else?
why can't it work out for me?
why is it so hard to forget?
why does it hurt so much?
why do i still care about you so much?

i ask myself will i ever have it again?
and will i ever stop caring?

i guess its just one of those days...